blah.

im finding myself extremely unmotivated today. today i was off work...i went and took care of my ID so now thats official, i ordered business cards, did some yoga, but other than that ive done nothing. and now im distracting myself even more by writing this blog. i know that i need to be designing or reading and doing research..or even just sewing..but i just cant conjure up the inspiration to do so.

sigh.

i have so many things in my head i just wish i had the energy to get them on paper or make them. I NEED MONEY!! I WANT TO BUY FABRIC!! geez...i think thats what is so discouraging. i can design but i cant make anything cause i dont have the money for supplies. this month has been so hard for money...i can hardly wait for it to pass.

im going to go and try to teach myself illustrator. hopefully i dont throw my computer.